K.

Good job "accepting it and facing it" so far. Haha, sarcasm.

I should really call you ninja from now on. Because you're good at disappearing.

Or probably "game master", considering i'm still trapped in your game.

Sheesh. Sooo after all that hullabaloo, you're just going to leave me hanging after all -_-

I was willing to accept it and be normal. But you, on the other hand... ugh.

A double-edged sword, this stupid feeling is.

On one side, it did bring the spark. On the other, it brought along paranoia. And with that paranoia, it brought along fear.

And with that fear, it brought along "i don't want to function until i know what's really going on."

So much for the spark.

Tsk, all these drama; and yet the only thing i really wanted to say is...

Where are you? ....I miss you.

But, K.

You won't be finding me anytime soon. Yeah, i'll be the ninja.

Cutting onions.