Keep It Open

..almost 5 years ago, i founded an institution.
..an institution of actors, actresses, writers, singers, dancers.. united by a single, undying passion. this society was called "TheBox"; and true to it's name, it contained the uncontainable, and everyone expected the unexpected.
..now, 5 years later. much like Pandora's Box, inside this once-proud organization is a single ray of hope. is this is really is it?*
‪#‎keepitopen‬
*grammatical error intended

Best Birthday Ever

..it's not the cake. not the ice cream, not any of the fancy party food.
..it's the fact that as a birthday gift, AJ's mother (my ex-wife), in an extremely rare moment, decided to stay for one night here at my house just to be with our son.
..thanks, ex-wife. because of you AJ uttered these precious words:
"this is the best birthday ever! i wish it's always the 15th of March everyday."
..i got evicted and slept in the sofa, btw

Otanjobi omedeto gozaimasu, Eidorian Kun!!!

Happy 9th Birthday, Weirdo!
..nine years ago, a legend was born. (sorry, couldn't think of a better intro)
..his name is Adrian Josh -- based on my most favorite video game character (the son of Dracula, Adrian Farenheit Tepes AKA Alucard from Castlevania). "Josh", well, because why not. tongue emoticon
..he looked like a bird when he was born, honestly (haha). nevertheless, from that moment moving forward, i swore to love and protect him as my son AND as my little brother, forever.
..just a few months after, he was diagnosed with "Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum" -- a rare condition wherein his left and right brain have little or no connection at all. we got worried; of course, but having the condition proved to be beneficial because of its main advantage: high intelligence. true enough, he learned how to read by the age of two, without anyone teaching him how. gasp emoticon
..when he was around six or seven, he was diagnosed with another condition: Asperger's syndrome. you know the show "the big bang theory"? Sheldon has asperger's, too. and with asperger's comes... yep, intelligence; yet again. Bill Gates, Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein... they all have the same condition. AJ rarely study his lessons; he doesn't like memorizing stuff as well (because he "absorbs" the knowledge according to him), and he's still the top student in his school.
..but we never really focused on that aspect of AJ. we just love him unconditionally -- we spoil him too much and yet he never, ever showed the "spoiled brat" persona; which makes us spoil him even more. a sweet, compassionate, and lovable kid -- and don't take my word for it; just ask around. smile emoticon
..so yeah, Eidorian Kun (we now know nihongo / japanese, btw).. Happy 9th Birthday! we can't even think of a better gift for you (because you pretty much have everything that you want), but yeah, all we can give you is our unconditional love. i will always be there for you as your big bro and your father at the same time -- to the point that i would sacrifice my own happiness (ie, a future wife) just to make you happy. we love you very much.

How many times do i have to tell you that...

..there's no.. "structured" way to be creative, girl. just be free; do what you feel like doing without anyone dictating you on how to do it...
..following a mere human being's instructions on how to be creative is kinda like someone teaching a grown up how to breathe; seriously it's in you all along! :P

Your efforts are laughable (and pitiful) at most.

..but guess what? prove me wrong. too bad you can't rub it in in my face when that happens, though (why? dunno, maybe because you've cut me off..?)

D.I.V.

...Damn, I'm Vain.