..DR. LOVE

..haha,what a nice nickname.

..i never really noticed that almost everyday, a girl will come text / chat /call me; telling me about their problems; more specifically, love problems. naturally, i'll give them a rather impromptu advice or sometimes even the solution to their problems. the text/ chat/ call session will end up with them smiling and feeling a lot better.

..now, specifically, this certain girl told me about her dilemma a little while ago. and after i told her about myself always hearing similar predicaments as hers, he started calling me "DR. LOVE". ..hahah..will never get over it. promise.

..wow,it's been a long time! the only special even that happened while i was gone is the Christening of my son. other than that, my life's still the same.

..*sigh...i really need a real domain name. that way,i can proudly brag about my site to the world.

..Now_Loading...

..yay! the "Now_Loading" blog is up! it's all about Castlevania, Final Fantasy,Megaman,or any video games that i love.oh,and a bit about making money online too.

..you can access it here.

..*sigh..you know those times that you feel sad and you don't know why?those times that you tend to yell at anyone who wants to talk to you?well, it's currently happening.as in right now.haha.so just in case you're within this room and you want to talk to me,better change your mind.

..oh,or maybe it's because i have a close friend that recently (or should i say,a few hours ago) broke up with her boyfriend because apparently this guy was cheating on her. this friend of mine is so special to me, so i guess i should be sad for her too.

..yeah,maybe that's it.

..i checked out my adsense earnings a couple of minutes ago and guess what? i finally have .50 cents! wow! ..right.

..oh well,that's a start. i should refurbish my site so that i could put up more adsense ads.

..oh,am hungry.gotta eat dinner.

..Woohoo!

..finally,my site is up! check it out here.
..the site address is temporary,though. i have to buy myself my own domain name.
..although, it's really, really hard to let everybody else know about your site. ..i've been reading ebooks regarding search engine optimization; hopefully i can put my newly - gained knowledge to the test. i need those online donations!!!

..oh,and regarding the"suppose" word, i was using it wrong. I was suposseD (with a D this time,hehehe) to edit all my posts with that word;but i decided not to, to remind myself how stupid i am. thanks to my officemate molyn for correcting me. :D

..wow,my wife has a lot of content in her blog than i do.

..speaking of blogs,i'll be opening a new blog, specifically about video games. i will be posting its link soon.

..hmmm, my blog needs customizing. hopefully i can find the time.

..random thoughts..

..YAAAAAAWWWNNN..

..ok,goodnight.kidding.

..am pretty disoriented tonight (because of stress,that is.) you will only be reading random thoughts. you have been warned.

..me and ely do some bodybuilding almost every night. wow, look at my muscles. wee.

..what is it about noodles that people hate so much? is it really because of the monosodium glutamate within? we'll find out soon enough... will be posting a longer entry about that. promise.

..my site is almost finished..this time it's for real.

..thinking of more random thoughts... please wait...

..am not that financially challenged anymore! yay!

..it's good to be a lead of something sometimes... right now am in charge of the special effects for our recent game.

..we'll be moving to a new office in a makati. new office. new staff house. new girls...i mean, challenges.

..okay, that's it. enough random thoughts for now. i'm thirsty and i need to drink.

..goodnight..

..crap, she did it again..

..hmmm..i was not suppose to create a blog entry today, but then something annoying happened..again.
..remember the woman who accidentally unplugged my pc a week ago while she was sweeping the floor? she did it again...this time,it's not the pc.

..i was reading something important (again) in the internet when i got disconnected.and guess what?yeah,it's her broom again.

..uh oh,she's here again,now applying floor wax on the floor. better post this quickly. (cool,i used the word "again" five times...or make it six..)

..g'morning..

..*yawn..
..it's another tuesday morning..got nothing new to blog about,but i might as well do one.

..my son will be christened soon! it'll be on november 3; unless a certain would - be - godmother change her plans. :D

..my site is almost finished.yay.

..was doin the first page of my webcomic last night when adobe photoshop 7 failed me. there was a runtime error and i couldn't save my work. now i have to start all over again.
..wow,i never thought i'd say that. i was the type of person to not finish what i was suppose to do when something bad happens while i was in the process of doing it. oh well, it might be for the fact that i am pretty amazed of what i can do these days, art - wise. i'd like to thank my officemates and my work itself, for making me the digital artist i am today.

..cool, a digital artist. finally.

..now that i think of it, i have to finish something work - related. will be posting another entry soon.

..a good day.

..okay, there was suppose to be a rather "correct" entry for this post this morning, but i have to delete it because it will hurt some feelings.haha.

..anyway,the day started out pretty bad. i was reading something very important (well, for me at least) in the net then all of a sudden, my pc restarted.i looked around and saw her - the person who cleans the whole office every other day, accidentally unplugged my pc while sweeping the floor. ok,it was an accident so i came downstairs to drink milk while my pc was restarting.

..a moment later i remembered the "traumatizing experience" that happened to me last week which cost me a lot of money.after that painful memory my day got worse; not because there are a lot of bad things happening around me (which was not true,by the way), but because i wanted my day to be bad. i mean, c'mon! i felt violated! Why? Becau -

*very very bold and harsh statements here; removed for the sake of...me.

..Sorry, had no one to tell this to; had to let it out.besides,this is MY blog anyway.

..Because of the incident, had to sacrifice some breakfasts, dinners, and even lunches; to save money.worse,didn't gave enough to my wife and to my mother, which led to scarcity of funds..MONEY that was supposed to be for my 6 month old BABY.i do apologize again for this anger, at least i got it out off me.I do not blame anyone.and crying will be done before sleeping.

..I was suppose to write a short review of the Harry Potter movie (the fifth one, to be exact), but i think i'll do it in another day.It's already 10:45pm here. have to get some rest.have to clear my mind.tomorrow, hopefully, things will go my way...please? (oh,and am i using "suppose" correctly?i hope so.)

..am back.

..that's right.after five or more days of not posting an entry,i'm back.yay!nothing new though.oh!i moved to another room!right where the programmers are!yeah!rock on!
..am tired.very tired.my body's aching.i want to sleep.

..my wife has a blog! read about her adventures here!
..oh,and we both love putting ".." in almost every sentence we write.so don't ask if you see a lot of that in her blog.
..i love her.and my son.very much.i miss them already.

..M.O.P. said there's actually gonna be a BINGO game in the upcoming sportsfest.yay.there's prize money.i have to ask my wife if i can join; it's gonna happen on a sunday.
..my site's almost finished.i will soon be putting the link here.
..ooh!forgot to mention this a week ago: google adsense finally allowed my blog to display ads!yay!i will earn .50 cents for every person that will click on my ads!....and in a month,when my earnings reach the 100$ mark,i can ask for the check!yay!

..right.

..that's gonna take forever.i need a real site.MY site.and that's what im gonna do for the rest of the week.oh,and work too.

..okay,that's it.i'm going to the bathroom.my stomach feels kinda funny.see yah next entry!

..uh oh..

..the unfinished task i mentioned earlier is still unfinished til now.darn it...i have til tomorrow to do that.
..i need to sort out my priorities.
..*removed something
..i promise,i will finish the task tomorrow.
..but for now,i need to figure out how to get around the lulu.com site. i finished my digital painting and am actually selling it.yay.
..am hungry.havent eaten dinner yet.am too lazy to cook.i think i'd rather sleep early.
..Google Adsense,i am very sorry for disappointing you.haha.

..crap.

..i forgot to log out from work yesterday.i didnt finish what i was supposed to finish.and adobe photoshop is giving me a headache.
..crap.
..it's all my fault.i let myself be distracted by money making opportunities.
..oh well,at least i finished my second ever digital painting! ....oh,it isn't.it's just ALMOST finished..*sigh.
..i will be posting a longer entry later,after all of this.
..great,and i expect google adsense to like my site.

..this won't happen again.time to get serious.

..rrrriiight.

..yay.

..okay.i am pretty sleepy (for the fact that i've been sleeping for only three to four hours for the past few days),and still,here i am creating a blog entry for the very first time.(and i can't seem to concentrate on this because someone's bugging me in a chat client software..aaaarghh!)
..why crucial destiny?because i said so.got a problem with that?then stop reading and go do something else.seriously though,crucial destiny is sort of a name for my "imaginary" company..though it wont be imaginary for long...
..hmmmm..can i put ads in my blog anyway?extra income,you know.gotta find that out tomorrow.
..aaaanyway,i felt the urge to create a blog because me and two of my officemates were chattin about a lot of stuff a couple of hours ago,and i told myself,"wow,our conversation is very entertaining!why don't i put it in a blog so that i could read about it over and over again?"...stupid.
..about the "chat",it started when me,Gener, and Ely were eatin dinner on the dining table.we were talkin about pretty normal stuff.in a flash,we were in the living room; tacklin very,very weird topics.hmmm..here's how the conversation went: (translated in english;edited to save readers from boredom)
Ely: The "man on the moon" video is a scam.
Gener: Yep,we all know that.
Ely: Man, the US makes up a lot of stuff. I remember Area 51. That's a pretty big coverup.
Gener: Yeah, and so is the Bermuda Triangle.
Ely: I was talkin about the Bermuda Triangle, Gener.
Me: But Bermuda Triangle is part of the sea!
Ely: No it is not! It's a desert!
( a few minutes later..)
Ely: I wonder if there are really other beings beyond our solar system.
Gener: Yes,there is.They're probably thinkin the same thing right now.
Me: I heard that when you die,you can be cremated and your ash be scattered throughout space.
Ely: That would suck.If i were to go to outer space. i'd rather be alive. I envy that dog and that monkey. *sigh
(a few minutes later,again...)
Me: Gener,you live in Iloilo,right?It's near Capiz,right?are there really aswangs there?
Ely: I think aswangs (localized version of vampires) are made up.They're just psychological. I believe in ghosts though.
Me: Yeah,me too.last night I dreamed that a little girl ghost lives with us here.
(a few minutes later,again,we were pretty "drunk" without drinkin anythin...)
Ely: JC, speaking of ghosts, have you experienced "Wet Dreams"?
Me: What the..i thought we were talkin about ghosts!
Ely: And we are! i was talkin about the succubi and stuff.
Me: Oh well, there's this one time,i searched for "Fish porn" in the net, out of boredom.
Gener: And?
ME: There actually is fish porn.Even ant porn.
Ely: Hey,do you know that crocodiles do this dance before they bang a girl crocodile?
Me: Really?How do they dance?
Ely: They stand up and move their belly scales.The scale will then produce a rythmic sound.
Gener: *Laughing
Ely: Seriously.they are dancing.
Me: Dancing and standing?! Anyway,i wonder how it would be if humans were to do that.
Ely: Oh,they are already doin that. Go to a night club.
(Gener starts getting water,and went upstairs.Me and Ely followed.)

..and that's one good way of screwing up what's supposed to be a very productive night.I could have watched the two dance movies or read the Neil Gaiman book James lent me. But no,instead we laughed our heads off on the first floor talkin about stuff that only drunk people would talk about.
..am really sleepy.and hungry.forgive my grammatical errors.it's been a long time since i wrote stuff like this.