Networking (NOT!)

..The pic on the left was taken November 2014. The pic on the right was taken just today; in the men's room of a nearby mall (yeah, i'm camwhoring again, got a prob with that?..well, AJ does. -_- hahaha)
..The point is, in the span of just a little over a year i went from 185kilos down to 170; with highly noticeable muscle gain to boot.
..My secret? Networking! KIDDING! haHahaHaha!..... *sigh -_-
..It's motivation. Perseverance. Passion. I didn't post this to brag; i posted this to inspire.Just when you thought you've put too much effort into something and you haven't seen any results; just push a little bit more. ;)
..If only i'm THIS motivated when it comes to life AND love. -_-

"Laguna"

Take deep breaths JC.

..damn it, i hate talking to someone whom i have a crush on. :|

I blurt out random stuff! My brain shuts down and i just say anything that comes to mind -_-

I remember Laguna.. that character from Final Fantasy VIII.. i'm EXACTLY like him whenever i talk to girls.. especially when i like the girl..

Anyway, i can't believe i'm talking to her right now. As in... the conversation is ongoing.. unlike before wherein either me or she cuts the conversation off immediately. Now we're really connecting..

We're talking about dates, etc.. So she's dating.. i guess?

..I'm afraid to ask :| ..what if she has a boyfriend already? :/ ..then all these are for nothing...?

..oh well, here it goes...

[UPDATE]: Ouch.

[UPDATE2]: ...Wait, what?

[UPDATE3]: ..??????????

re: ligion (part 2)

.."oh look at me i post stuff about what's wrong with other religions! i feel so cool and intelligent and superior and awesome!" pffft. :P
..i see fellow Atheists posting hate about other religions just so they could feel superior and intelligent, having to scour for and tag other friends for support so they wouldn't feel alone in their worthless cause; but in the end it's just pathetic. is your life that boring? don't you have anything better to do? have you been raised well? did your parents provide you with enough love and attention? or you just plainly feel ugly and insecure?
..does posting hateful messages make you feel better about yourself? does ridiculing other beliefs make you feel "pogi" (handsome in english)? bullshit. :D
..why would you waste keyboard cycles, finger energy, and precious minutes just to type religious slurs instead of doing something meaningful? no amount of words would sway believers away from what they want to believe; and it's okay! if religion is the key to their happiness then so be it!
..trust me guys, i've been there. i was THAT asshole who posted shit about stuff that i used to hate. did i feel better? maybe; but did my other fellow human beings feel better? NO. while i still lack any form of belief; to be truly contented and "intelligent" (for the lack of an appropriate term) you guys should just see right through religious and racial barriers and treat each and every single human being as human beings (as was intended). OR, you could just ignore all these and resume hating -- it must be really fun hating and being hated, no?
..stop hatin', start lovin'. :)n