"Laguna"

Take deep breaths JC.

..damn it, i hate talking to someone whom i have a crush on. :|

I blurt out random stuff! My brain shuts down and i just say anything that comes to mind -_-

I remember Laguna.. that character from Final Fantasy VIII.. i'm EXACTLY like him whenever i talk to girls.. especially when i like the girl..

Anyway, i can't believe i'm talking to her right now. As in... the conversation is ongoing.. unlike before wherein either me or she cuts the conversation off immediately. Now we're really connecting..

We're talking about dates, etc.. So she's dating.. i guess?

..I'm afraid to ask :| ..what if she has a boyfriend already? :/ ..then all these are for nothing...?

..oh well, here it goes...

[UPDATE]: Ouch.

[UPDATE2]: ...Wait, what?

[UPDATE3]: ..??????????